Dazed and Confused... in my bed...

So it's not secret that I am afraid of the dark... and not just a little, but like terrified of the dark.  Laugh it up all you want, but it's something that I have grown accustomed to.  From always leaving a light on in my room in the evening, to having some type of night light while asleep... I'm never in complete blackness, well, of course only when my eyes are shut.  And hence comes to the title of my blog!

So my bed is against the wall and my feet face the door.  But sometimes when I am about to fall asleep, I toss and turn and then open my eyes and am completely confused of where I am.  I think the door is across from me and I turn and realize I'm facing a wall.  Hmm.... anything else sound like this... maybe life?!?!  So I usually look for a light then reposition myself to know where my door and where my light is.  Funny, to find your way, just look for the light.  

Ok so that sounds so Jesus freaky, but I always end up trying to find out where I am in bed.  I get confused easily.  With the darkness and fatigue, it hard to find my bearings.  Not only in bed in the dark, but lately I kinda feel that way with my life.  With all the hectic stuff going on in my life (ie:  looking for a job, saving money to move, transferring my license) sometimes a fresh start is all I need.

So now back to my dizzying bed... but fear not, for I am not alone in my night time adventure called sleep.  I have William always there to give a lending snore....

So night my fellow sleepers... and remember, keep a light on for little jimmie! :)

Blog number 2

So I'm sitting on my bed with my two cute dogs wondering why I started this blog and do i really have that much to write about?  Oh, and my I is lower case which means I suck.

So I just talked to kitty and she is ti-red...  poor kid, maybe she should try to keep the sex at a minimum and try to get some DG sleep!  Jesus Christ Kathleen.... (Kathy griffen reference!... if you don't get it, YOU SUCK!)  You don't really suck, but kitty should pass around the sex... there are some of us who have forgotten what sex is....  Yes, that I would be one of those poeple.

Speaking of people, they suck... well not all of them...  just gay boys.  ok, let me rephrase that, gay ohio men.  They have to do with the whole not sex equation.  I suck.

Just talked to TJ also...  can't wait for RI! 

So negative... ok I don't suck... just gay boys!  ;)

There, i think i have accomplished my second blog!

Today is the beginning...

Of what, I have not a damn clue. But I thought I would start blogging. Sometimes i think I sound intellectual when I blog... Sometimes I think to myself "wow James, you are such a creative son of a bitch, you are so damned cool!"

So hence, my blog now commences...